it's 23:39 and i feel like i'm in one of those waves again, it feels good, going with the flow. i'm listening to the xx, their voices are so sweet and soft. in some way they remind me of this summer, it was an amazing one to me. i did so much and met such amazing people, had the best experiences of my life and listened and danced to such amazing music. lowlands ohhhh lowlands how i miss you. already. the atmosphere was amazing, ofc it was my first festival and i believe this atmosphere exists at every festival, but lowlands ooohhh it was such an amazing time. beautiful people, faces
i met 2 german guys in barcelona, i miss them too. it's weird how you relate certain people only to a specific time and place, and you don't know if you'll ever see them again, but you share the most magical experiences. we sat near the port till 8 in the morning, with red wine and lots of guitars and people singing around us. of course we sang along. as soon as i have some money i want to go to germany and visit them, to drink more red wine and have good conversations, maybe sing a bit.
after summer i started studying art history at university in utrecht. i feel like i'm finally in the right place at the right time. the people are so sweet and funny, the city is amazing and i'm learning so much. i love what i learn now, i love to read and talk about it. even been looking for a room in utrecht a little bit, because all my classmates and just being a student in general make me really excited for it. i feel some pressure on my shoulders (all me- not pressured by others) to leave the house. my mom will be alone, i'm the last one to leave, which just gives me a weird feeling. bittersweet
till nex time x
